Hey Y'all!
I seriously don't know what my hangup is, but for some reason, I keep skipping over the Dangerous era when writing my Michael Jackson Eroticas. I'm not sure why. I mean I love the Dangerous era and the videos from that era kind of cemented me as a fan when I first saw them. I guess in my mind, I'm always using a younger MJ--Jacksons/OTW/Thriller era, or a much older Michael History/Invincible/This Is It. And Dangerous is kind of in the middle. He's not young-young, and he's not older-older. LOL.
I don't know why I'm not using this! This is beautiful. LOOK AT IT! Michael is so sexy there! Please beleive I am putting together a story of the era right now. I can't ignore this! It would be an insult to Michael and I have all the love and respect in the world for him.
So I'm working on it and battling it out. I'm always up to challenge myself and I look forward to over coming this!
LOL.
If it weren’t for Michael Jackson, I probably wouldn’t be writing. I’ve said I before and I’ll continue to say it: Michael is my muse. I never tire of writing about him or his family. And I love sharing my writing with the other fans.
When I write for Michael in eroticas, I know that it is all fantasy, and I try to create unique sexual situations to satisfy my readers. But to an extent, I like to keep Michael as “real” as possible. I like to use actual things that he did and said in my stories. I try to utilize his mannerisms as best as I can.
In order to do this, I often sit and watch his videos and performances and videos. Just trying to pick up on subtle things that he did. I watch him with a critical eye and try to extract certain things.
For instance, when I was writing the story “Post Work Pleasure.”, I gave Michael a drink and had him leaving his kitchen and wanted him to motion for his girlfriend to following him upstairs to the bedroom in silence. I couldn’t seem to figure out anything, past him pointing which seemed so bland.
Then I popped in a DVD and watched the “You Rock My World” video. In it, I noticed Michael did the sexiest thing. He was motioning for the girl in the teal dress to follow him and all he did was raise his hand and wiggle his finger, like “come on…” It was truly an oh shit, light bulb above the head moment and I ran with it. And it made the scene for my story.
Another time I had a story, that hasn’t been posted to the web just yet, and I wanted Michael to tell the girl he’s about to make love to that he’d been yearning for her for a long time. I borrowed from a concert this time--The Jacksons Live from Dallas, 1984. Right before Michael sings “Human Nature”, he complains to his brothers that he doesn’t want to sing “Ben” because he’s sang it for “years and years”. There was just something about the way he said it--years and years--that struck me and I literally, in my mind could see him in his underwear, bedside, perhaps in the Jacksons area around 19 years old, saying that to a girl. “Baby, I’ve wanted you for years and years.” It fit perfectly.
For me its not just what Michael says or physically does. It’s his face. His face means a lot to me in my stories because it conveys the most emotion for me. And in most sexual sitches, he is facing his lover/girlfriend/wife while making love to her. Laying on her, laying under her. Staring down as he’s enjoying an oral escapade.
I really like to capture Michael’s face during these moments.
And believe it or not I got the idea for my next method from the singer Prince, not Michael Jackson. Prince always does wicked guitar solos in his concerts and in the Prince-fan world when he starts looking crazy playing, we call it the “Funk Face”. I’ve seen in it dozens of concerts and really, Prince DOES look like he’s having a wicked orgasm while he’s playing.
So, I started kind of looking at Michael for it. His own music climax face. I didn’t really notice it in the earlier show--though I got messed up watching The Jacksons Live from Mexico and JACKIE looked it while singing. It really kind of started to emerge in the Bad and Dangerous tours. It was just wild, how Michael would go crazy during the riffs in “Dirty Diana” and “Working Day and Night” and his face was there. It was there. Eyes bulging, mouth open, the fervent screaming. If the man was naked, he’d be gushing all over the place! I just take it out of the context and run with it.
I don’t know how I do it, I suppose its just the writer’s mind I have that just likes to use Michael Jackson in producing a story. The devil is in the details, but done correctly, the details can produce a wonderful story. And that’s what I’m always after--a wonderful story.
